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Saturday, December 26, 2009



I have not been sleeping.
I don't know, i can't sleep.
My friends are all asleep except for me.

What am i going to do today?
Rotttttttttttttttttttt.

It bleeds.

M. Hairul, 7:37 AM.

Topic of the day:
Speechless



This week has been plain boring.
Like, woah sucks. I got nothing to say.
Do you guys?

Im currently at my friend's crib.
Hanging around till late night. My house is just a block away.
So yeah, will be going home late.

I don't think i'll be going out this weekends.
Maybe countdown then. And im not sure who i wanna go out with.
Maybe some awesome people so that i can party the night like hell.

To received that kind of text from you,
it just shuts my mind down. It really tears my heart apart to
get that from someone whom you've known for years.
You cut it so deeply, that no one has ever does.
You know what's mean? That is mean, the meanest, ever.
You broke this, you broke us.


M. Hairul, 12:00 AM.
Sunday, December 20, 2009


Sorry have not been updating.
I've been busy and having problems.

Friday was totally a bad day.
I did not sleep the night before and i went to work in the morning.
I thought work would not be a hard as it could.
But omg, it was hell a disaster. Beginning was fine and it goes on 
until evening. Imagine you doing work non- stop frm morning till evening.
My body shivers and i began having cramps, walao. 

So yeah, when work was done, i thought that home was going to be awesome.
But hell no, another problem. The minute i reached home, my parents called me
to their room, and began nagging. Like what the fuck?!
I am super tired, i can barely walk and talk and they nagged like fuck.
Pissing me off, and i fight back. I said something which i have been keeping
to myself for a long time. And they became more pissed. Dad wanted to beat me up.
Mum slapped me. Its not that i wanted to be rude. I just said myself out.
Dad felt hurt and he went out of the room. Cried i think? Brother went to him.
Whatever shit stuff. Like i give a damn to my parents. Fuck them i dont pity them.
I hate my parents. And i really mean it.

Saturday, town with my ex, H.
Walked around and went to eat and home.
Long time since i met her.

Tonight, St. James.

Amy, i miss you la toooot!


M. Hairul, 5:50 PM.
Thursday, December 17, 2009

I spent my whole day at home today.
And i haven't bathe. Weeeeeeeee!
Friends came over for awhile just now.

I don't think im going to Dbl O tonight.
I'll pass. Im waiting for Pizza Hut nowwww!
Wooooooo, can't wait. Sodappppppppp!
Who wants some?

Boobye.

M. Hairul, 8:38 PM.



I went to town again earlier today.
I got a text from M saying A and A is going to town.
So i went to get ready, and out from home at five plus to meet them.
We took the bus to town this time round, which i did not take for a long time.
And i really hate taking bus, i don't know why, it makes me feel giddy.

So yeah, we took from the interchange. And guess what?
A dropped at the next stop, and i was like what the hell is this guy doing.
He signal that he will call later, and true. He went to meet someone.
Power ah lu broooooo, hahahah!

So we went off first and dropped at Far East.
I always go to town, but i haven't been stepping my leg at far east.
So yeah, walk around and hang around there to wait for A.
I saw S when i dropped, haha. *Huggggggs*
Ate at Puncak and chilled at Cineleisure. Wasn't alot of people just now.
Off to hometown and chit-chat merepek with A and M awhile.
All-time merepek, mesti ade tambah-tambah, hahahha.
Home now, im bored, im sleepy. But i don't want to sleep.
Zzz.

Sorry that i disappoint you.
I lied for a reason, friend.
Its not a good thing to be proud of.
Dbl O or not?

M. Hairul, 2:01 AM.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009







Topic of the day:
I feel like going out, again.



Yesterday, was a day with my addicts.
Was supposed to be with both loved, Y ans S.
But Y ask the rest along, so we all go out together.
First stop, City Hall since Y wanted his CS so much.
Weather wasn't good enough yesterday, drizzling.

Then off to Bugis to eat because i was damn hungry.
Okay, one plate of chicken rice wasn't enough for me.
Blablabla, and off to Shisha-ing. There wasn't any spot for
us at the second level since it was full, so we sat downstair.
Pictures taken. We wasn't sure where to go after that, so yeah.
W talked about 313, so i said okay let's go to town, i want to go to 313.
Because.. I never go before, hahaha. Nothing much, same old thing.
Hang around at Cineleisure, pool-ed for a game and i need to go off.
Damn it! Got something on, but end up, tak ade apape. Knew it.
Slack awhile, and home sweet home.

I got nothing to do now. Who wants to go out?
Jane, you are sweet, heh!

M. Hairul, 3:54 PM.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Song of the day:
Cream Cheez- Dirty Talk 2009



Good afternoon people.
Yesterday was super bored, i spent my day at home.
Was supposed to watch movie, and i asked people.
Mostly has watched it, what the toooot.
So, guess what? I catched new moon at home, alone.
I got the dvd, but you know lah, its not fun.
I still want to watch it in cinema, anybodyyyy?

Amyjane will be flying off to Indonesia today.
She told me she'd be going out at 10 since her flight is at 1.40.
We've been texting each other lastnight, okay she's cute.
Hahaha, asked me to send her one long msg today, and i did.
Mane you punye long msg balekkkkkkk? Tengah tunggu ni.
Nevermind, i think i sent too late, haha.
Takecare.

I don't know what i am going to do again today?
Holiday is just so boringgg. I want to party.
Tsktsktsk!

I feel the presence of you back again.
(:


M. Hairul, 12:10 PM.
Sunday, December 13, 2009

Zoukout was equal to, mundane.
I never thought that it would turn out that bad to me.
It feels like a waste of money, but nevermind.

I headed out around six plus in the evening after Alep
came over to my house to hand me the kemeja.
We waited for Freddy and Kai at Cck since we're going together.
Hanged around at Vivo for awhile to wait for another friend.
Sentosa was super packed, like woah, annoying but fun eh.
Its like you get to see people that you never seen before.
First impression was like, its gonna be hell of fun.
Like seriously, with the crowds, the music.

I saw quite a number of familiar faces there.
We entered first to get our pass before going out back.
Woah, i like jakon eh, hahaha. What to do, first time whuat.
Get lightstick, i loooooike. We hanged around outside since
drinks were not allowed to enter. Bombay, jim bean, stout and baron.
But i don't drink much because i know i surely will rabak like hell later on.
Unlike me, Alep was stewwwwpid. He wasn't with me, he drank with others.
And he drank tak ingat dunia, hahaha. Dah cakap, tanak dengar kan?
Takpe, Alep Popeye strong. Hahaha.

I entered Zoukout around twelve after i had done drinking.
I wanted to dance so much, like cannot wait already.
See all the girls somemore ah, haiya dasyat. HAHAHA!
Actually, things were fine in the beginning. But after awhile,
its like becoming more bored to me, i don't know why.
Dah down, maybe? Sheesh, nevermind.

I had never went to a party, dancing without girls.
And lastnight, i really dance without girls. What the?
Hahahaha, damn weird. Me and Alep make a deal about
something lastnight. But ah, both also fail. Hahahah.

So so so, i went home around five plus with Alep and Shafiq.
We took cab at Harbourfront since Sentosa's queue was damn long.
Pictures will be uploaded later on, my friend is still sleeping i guess.
I don't know why am i awake so early, grrr.
Who wants to go out today? Boreddd.

And guess what?
Im still wearing the tag on my hand! Hahaha.

I miss hugs, i miss kisses.


M. Hairul, 11:19 AM.
Saturday, December 12, 2009

My friends are off to home.
And yeah, left me alone in the house now.
Well, i basically got nothing to do.
Im just waiting for Alep to come to my house later.
And then i shall go prepare and off for Zoukout.
Weeeeee!~ Im all set and ready to go.
Its party time tonight baybehhhhhhhhhhhh!
To whoever who is going, see you guys around.
xoxoxoxoxoxo.

I can't stop my finger to..
keep playing with this inhalerrr!
Omg, since morning.

M. Hairul, 2:42 PM.

Song of the day:
Keisha- Tik tok



Well, i haven't been sleeping since lastnight.
Heh heh, for some reason. Clever people will know why.
And im still so wide awake and continuing what im doing.
Im with my friends, we spent the whole night talking.
Then now back to my home to continue. Weeeee.

And i don't know why, my heart like very gelisah.
Happy? Idk. Worried? Idk. Sad? Idk. All i don't know.
Well, its Zoukout tonight, and i really can't wait.
I wanna party like hell, i really am.

I don't know what i want in life.
I wanna settle down.

M. Hairul, 9:59 AM.
Friday, December 11, 2009

I woke up so early today, woah.
I don't know la, i feel so sad, pissed off.
Friends, please don't play me off.
Im letting you guys know now.

Im going to collect my pay today.
Then then, i don't know.
I wanna watch new moon today.
I think i wait too long already, waste time.
Bella, say you can make it, SAY!
Hahah.

I can't wait for tomorrow, tsk.

M. Hairul, 10:13 AM.
Thursday, December 10, 2009


I've been busy working for the past two days.
And my body aches like toot toot right now!

And i haven't had a enough sleep for the past two days.
I swear it aches all over, dah macam buat work-out gitu.

Eh, tapi kan.. Hehehe.


I went out early in the morning just now to meet my IO.

As i expected, it will only be for a short while.

And it was really for a short while, like 10 minutes?
Waste my time omg. Well, guess what?
I received a warning letter, thank god!
So happppy.

I can't wait for tomorrow, what more saturday?
And ahmissue!


M. Hairul, 1:45 PM.
Monday, December 7, 2009


Happy Birthday Bestest, Sonya!
You're officially 16 now, can go underage club eh.

Hahaha. Well, be happy always like you always do.

You're the most nicest person in the world okay.
(She asked me to say this, so i say.)
Well, i still prefer the old sonya actually.
But its okay, ppl changed, heh.

Enjoy your day today.

xoxo


Talking about yesterday, i went to catch soccer at Jalan Besar.

Its the final between SAF and Tampines.
SAF took the title for the Challenge Cup, cool.
Habes ah, nak masok Prime League SAF ah gini. hahah.
And i saw M, haha. She said im.. Handsome ehhhhh. Lol.
Okay that's all.

You're back in Singapore, and i am soooo happy.

But i am sad now. Urggh why?

What's gonna happen next? Idk.

M. Hairul, 2:27 PM.
Saturday, December 5, 2009

Song of the day:
Pleasure P- Yup yup


Yesterday was S's chalet.
I did not know about it, until she texted me.
That was last minute, but yeah i went together with the rest.
East Coast, jauh pah?

So so so, this chalet different abit.
No barbeque, lol. -_-
Ade lah pikir nak masak-masak sekejap, haha.
So suay, F broke the chalet window.
$300, mampos! S's mum paid it, so sad eh.
(Itu lah, nak maen-maen lagi kan, haha.)

We spent the night having fun and drinking.
Overall, it was fine.
Oh S's mum bought us breakfast also.
Thank you banyak-banyak.
And i just reached home, want to sleep.

Come back soon.
Gue rindu sama lu.


M. Hairul, 2:06 PM.
Friday, December 4, 2009

Sorry people for not updating.
You guys should know the reason why by now.
So yeah, i shall just update about something interesting.

Wavehouse was indeed awesome last saturday.
I went in late cause i thought it wasn't as happening as it is.
The crowd were little in the beginning.
But as day gets darker, it gets better.
So yeah, i entered and partied till it ends.
I don't know how to say it, but yeah, thumbs up!

It was my mum's birthday two days ago.
And i got her nothing, aww.
And my dad's birthday is coming this tomorrow,
and i will get him nothing also.
Okay, i know i tak guna punya son, hahaha!

Today, today, today..
Should be going out to catch New Moon with S.
But not confirmed yet, she'll tell me again.
And oh yah. im waiting for a call from Wing Tai.
Please please please.

Pictures are with my friends.
I know my blog has been darn boring with no pictures.
So wait wait wait. Soooooooon.

Interviewer: How do you know her?
Me: Err, at wavehouse..
Interviewer: And how do you get her number?
Me: I went to.. ask her number for myself?
Okay, i was totally shy at that moment.
Never asked someone directly before.
And yeah, she gave it to me.
Interviewer: You must be lucky then. So that's it?
Me: Yeah, somehow. And she wrapped her hands over me
saying you can call me whatever you like, giving me a kiss and walk away.
Awwwwww. And we are contacting now. ((:

M. Hairul, 11:14 AM.

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