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Monday, August 31, 2009


Sunday, after work, met up with mimi.
Bought his birkenstock and off to play pool.
Went to bugis to meet up with my family for buke.
While waiting, we sat at bugis then saw couple quarrel.
Hahhaa, funny. " Kan semo kan?! Kan simi lanjiao ah!"
HHAHAHA! He shouted to people looking. Hahhaha.
Break fast at banquet. And then to bugis walk round.
Chop chop chop, off to cck. Met up with Ashraf and Ahmad,
play dota awhile. Slack and home.

I wanna go out, so boring.

M. Hairul, 3:00 PM.




Song of the day:
Eddy Wata- My Dream



Let's talk about saturday first.
We were supposed to break fast outside.
And ya, we did but late. Thanks to all the slowpokes.
Hahaha. So so we reached far east but it was packed.
End up we break fast with water first and smoke.
Someone made me pissed till i vulgar, so sorry.
Went back up, i wanted to eat at puncak cause its nice.
But they went to cahaya, stupid. Tak sedap only.

After that, off to the bus stop there to hang around.
Here come's the debation. Those going cineleisure
will follow woody. Those going geylang will follow me.
Cineleisure got 5 people, geylang alot. Then ah, we
argued and argued and argued. Hahaha, funny!
They bloody hell psycho until all said go cineleisure.
So sad me, and i had to cancel the plan over there.
Sorry tau, next week k? :p

Cineleisure was okay la in the beginning.
They stole so many drinks and hersheys, stupid.
Banyak la king robert dier, pui. They stole so many
that i think it cost more than a hundred dollars already.
Idiot drinking fasting month. (not me, heh.)
Hang around there and off to City Hall.

Most of the time, talk crap.
Didn't catch the last train since they wanted
to ton. So we headed to esplanade, and guess what.
Alot of people eh. What people? SSB people. HAHAHA!
I don't even know what the hell they are doing there
when its like midnight already. Bad news, got screened.
Blablabla, only for a short while. Porn deleted. LOL!
Esplanade got somesort like a music. Not the kind like
performance but like club. Hahaha, people dancing.
Including my friends but not me. Was otp, got problem. :p

Headed to boat quay to slack awhile.
Actually no lah, i wanted to go home but 3N nomore.
So i must go to boat quay to take NR3. So since they
are over there, i slack awhile. Hahhaha. Off to home, ALONE.
A called me like 4 plus in the morning, unexpected.
Check check baru balek. Wah da pandai. Hahahha.
So tired so sleepy. Slept for an hour plus and off to work.
FUHHH!


M. Hairul, 2:01 PM.
Saturday, August 29, 2009

Ajax. J, A. Efron, A. Amali. We want to open shop, who's one will laku? Haha.





Topic of the day:
Let's tour



I wanted to buy something for myself yesterday.
So i asked Mimi to accompany me. Then birthday boy
wanted to tag along too. Hahah, so we headed to Beach Rd
to find something there. Cause Mimi say got label things
over there and its very cheap. Underground la konon.
When we reached, i laughed. Macam kedai pat Penin siak.
Like karangguni. Then ah, buy one pants get one AX tee for free.
Then ah, when he take it out, KIWAKKKKKK! Like play downstairs
shirt sia. HAHAHAHAHAHHA!

Then off to Bugis, here and there. We walked so much.
Off to town after that to find my things again.
All i want, all don't have. ****
Then we go break fast first since not enuff time.
Food was niceeeeeee! And im going again today.
Went to search for again, but still no luck.
LIKE WE ENTERED EVERY SHOP!
Then i saw this girl who looks like **** with a guy.
Hands over the shoulder. I thought..
Shocked of my life for a moment. Haha but it wasnt.
Pictures and end of the day.

Im fasting today. (clap 3x)
I don't know who i am going out with today.
Cause all i said okay, hahaha.
But i will go out.
TTFN!

M. Hairul, 10:56 AM.
Friday, August 28, 2009


Happy 18th Birthday, Alep!
May all your wishes come true.
Hahaha. big boy now har? Pui.
Be happy always and have a great celebration.
Friends love you. Takecare.

I noticed August got alot of people's birthday.
Hahaha.

M. Hairul, 12:13 PM.

Topic of the day:
Specially for you



As days goes by, things just get from bad to worse.
Do you noticed that? To you, maybe i had changed.
But to me, its you who had changed. Well, you said for
yourself that for whatever you are now, you had your reasons.
Okay, i'll respect that.

I used to smile, be happy, whenever we talked on the phone
and text each other. Like life has never been so much better.
But not anymore now. I don't smile, i don't feel happy.
In fact, sorrows and disappointments is what i received.
Whenever i asked you out, there will always be something.
And you will give me an answer like, i don't know, see first,
not confirm. Not like you used to, when you would say ok, sure.
Even if i planned way earlier than your friends did, you would go
ahead with your friends, right? They are your priority but i don't
blame you for that. I know who i am, and i know where i stand.
Try to think, i'll go along with you to meet your friends. Even if
i argued saying that i don't want, i still go. But had you ever think
about me? I don't know.

You missed me. Is it true?
If its true, then let me tell you something.
I don't feel it. And as days passed by, it began
to crack. And that's when i realised, that it is just empty.
When i wanted to end this, you don't agree.
I can't bear to see you sad, i gave in.
After what you thought and felt about me, you know?

I don't even know if you are hiding something from me.
I don't want to be fooled. If you know that things will
never work out, let's just end here. I don't want to be hurt.
You asked to take it slow. Yes, its slowly hurting me.

I want the first you that i know.
Cause that you, will bring the happiness in this life.
Im sure about that. Until you return, goodbye.
I will wait.




M. Hairul, 9:24 AM.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Topic of the day:
xoxo




I only fast on my first day, haha.
Im sick, and i went to the doctor just now.
I took mc for tomorrow cause i got work, so yeah.
What am i going to do at home tmr? Gahhh!

A is having her tuition.
I miss you, tau tak? Weekends okay.
If not ah, then 1 week already i never see u.
Where can. hahaha. okay baibai.

M. Hairul, 6:26 PM.
Monday, August 24, 2009


Song of the day:
Jay Sean- Maybe



Happy Birthday Nabilah Insyirah!
Its your birthday today, and i got nothing for you.
Sorrrry hunneh! But i will get it for you soon.
I want to meet you today, but with your friends?
I dont know. I dont know them.
Oh yeah, may all your dreams come true.

I don't know where i stand.
I don't know, i don't know everything.
What am i to you?

M. Hairul, 2:43 PM.
Saturday, August 22, 2009

Topic of the day:
I don't know



Today is the first day of Ramadhan.
And im fasting you know. So good sia ayun.
Cheh cheh! Im sick still, like wtf. 2 weeks already.
Its going to break fast soon, yayyyyy!

Yesterday, i went to town to meet up with abby.
It was Eein's birthday yesterday. Happy Birthday.
So yeah, celebrations. Sadly, no pictures taken.

Abby, ily.

M. Hairul, 7:04 PM.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Topic of the day:
Deeper



I bet today was my first time going home
from school late. Around 3 plus? Pathetic right.
But still, good effort. *Clap for ayun* hahaha.
Im still sick, its been a week plus. My coughing,
from bad to worse.

Okay, i want to wish my best buddy, Ashraf, a
Happy 19th Birthday. Its his birthday today.
I've known him since like primary school?
I forget how long, but i know its very long.
Enjoy yourself buddy (: Sorry i didnt have
his picture to upload. Hahaha.

Abby Dior, let me see.
You are wonderful, like totally wonderful.
I like you, yeah yes i do. Hahaha did i just said that? =p
Okay, you can't stop to make me smile.
Oh yeah, ahmissu! xoxo abby baby. Hahaha.

M. Hairul, 11:20 PM.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009


Topic of the day:
Fallen



I took an off for school today for myself.
I met up with A at Dhoby Ghaut to catch a movie.
It didn't start out well. She was late for 20 minutes.
ANGRY. Reached Cathay, she said she dont want to watch
at Cathay, she wanted to Shaw. ANGRY. Reached Shaw, the
show was at 7. Then she said dont need to watch, go eat. ANGRY.

ANGRY, ANGRY, ANGRY!
I just felt like going home. I dont want to talk to her.
Called E and talked to him. Asked her again and she said
let's watch movie. (!!!) Went to Cineleisure and went to watch
The Hangover. The movie was funneh and yeah somehow i felt
so much better. Hang around with her for a short while, and off to home.

Eventhough it didn't start off well, i enjoyed my time with you.
Still, i haven't had enough with you. So much, yet so little time.
Sorry if i gave you a hard time. Afterall, you are still a nice person.
I want to make it work. Will you? Im missing you, already.
Your birthday, i hope. xoxo.
Nabilah Insyirah Bte Aziz.

M. Hairul, 11:52 PM.
Sunday, August 16, 2009



BUDAK BODOH! HAHA.











Topic of the day:
Lame



I am not a hingos boy! That is i make one okay, for sure.
Pfft! Stop disturbing me. Darn you people~
Me and S was supposed to catch G.I Joe yesterday but
we came too late. We reached marina around 6 plus and
the next show was at 8.50. It was too late so we never go
and catch it. Very sadddddddddddddd. But nevermind.
Somebody will accompany me this weekdays (:
Cannot tell you people who it is.

Went to Watson at Penin to meet the rest.
As usual, drinking. Absolut Mango this time round.
Talk crap, laugh, whatever shit, blablabla and off to CCK.
Meet the AA Forces, LOL. Slack till 4 plus and home sweet home.
Lazy want to explain long long.

Ohhhhhh D.

M. Hairul, 2:55 PM.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Topic of the day:
Pitiful



I really did broke a fight with my brother today.
And it happened when my mum was at home too.
Awhile after he came home, things were fine.
Then i asked him about my cover, and he said he
never took it. I was pissed and the way he talked to
me, made even pissed off. And that's when the fight
broke up. It happened at home and continued outside.
I won't want to explain it. Thinking back, i pity him.
Afterall, he is still my brother. Wei, im sorry.
And he just offered me cigarette.
:xx

I am still sick, and i am going to take an MC tmr.
Right after my school. Cause i don't want to go to
work with this situation. Today's tv shows are nice.
Singapore Idol, America's got talent, Gerimis di hati
and the moment of truth.

Goodnight.

M. Hairul, 11:32 PM.


Topic of the day:
Holidays



I had a total of a week of holidays.
Including the weekends. From last thursday until
today. I bet my teacher would call me later today.
Ah who cares.

I've been working lately, and yesterday was my
first day working closing. I thought how wonderful
it would be but it turns out to be a nightmare.
There's so many things to do in such a little time.
Although it was my first day, my manager, Steven,
kept asking me to do it fast. The way he talked was like
in a dragging kind of voice. And i swear to god, its damn
irritating. I told my clique that closing got so many things to do.
And she replied, that is the reason why people dont like to work
closing. Hahahah. Well, too bad for me, tomorrow i need to work
closing again. God dammit! Well, i hope Steven is not around tmr.
PLEASE! And starting from tmr, i wont take closing anymore.

Im not in a good mood currently.
My brother is being a shit. Fuck him! A liar will always
be a liar, a stealer will always be a stealer.
It is so obvious that he took my earpiece cover,
but he still doesn't admit it. He loves to make things fire up.
Talk to me on the phone like a gangster, WTF?!
And he talks like real on the phone. Cheh!
Want to fight with me. But he never come home.
I told him, "aku bagi kau sampai 1.45 ah.
Kalau kau anak jantan, kau balek ah".
Until now, he is not home yet.
Obviously, he talks only.
Inilah contoh budak-budak bawah umor.

Malnaklai.

M. Hairul, 2:00 PM.
Monday, August 10, 2009


Topic of the day:
Hangover



Yesterday was a last minute plan.
I went out around 6 to meet S at Jurong East
and headed to City Hall to meet M and H.
First off was Marina to eat since i was hungry.
The crowd was unbelievable, stupid.
Only because of a few minutes of fireworks.

Saw some people that i knew but had never seen before.
Neena, Mily, Efa and another one i dont know.
Wanted to go to N, but nevermind. Im sure its her.
Shy, haha. M was smiling away with me, like almost all
the time when i looked at her. Pathetic. Im inside while
she's outside. E was like so arrogant. Hahaha. Another
one was like okay, just smiled.

Headed to Penin to get our drinks and we got 4 box
of cigarettes for free. Awesome, save money.
To supreme and hang around there.
The rest went to Supperclub.

On the way back, we saw another group
of friends. Went back together and we were like
jerks as all were drunk. It was fun though.
I dropped off at Yew Tee to meet another group
to continue drinking. Too RABAKS already.
Off to home at 4 plus.

And now im sick, god dammit.

M. Hairul, 3:21 PM.
Saturday, August 8, 2009


Topic of the day:
Shy and scared, but end up fine



Yesterday was my first day of work.
Well, i was totally blank since i had never been in
fnb line before. So yeah, things were a little cock up
in the first place. But well, i did fine overall. My cliques
were very nice and helpful. This is just the beginning.
There's more for me to learn. Yeah i shall endure it.

Okay, everybody told me not to be scared or shy.
But i can't stop myself so. But its okay.
Let me share something about today, its kinda
shocking. And its from a guest of 4. And this guest, the
daughter, she acted in Kids Central before. Im really sure!
But i don't know her name. Yeah they are the guests.
I was mainly serving them, refilling and clearing away.
I admit i was so nervous and shy, and i know they knew it.
Right after they went off, i went to clear their table.
While clearing, i saw a note on the table.
And guess what? The daughter wrote me something.
"To Ayun: Don't be shy, just try your best. ^~^ Good Luck"
HAHAHAHAHAH! Shocked of my life man!
Oh yeah, thanks anyway to the daughter.
I hope she read this, haha.

I got work later today at 9.
Im off to bed. Goodnight people.

Ayun loves himself.

M. Hairul, 12:49 AM.
Thursday, August 6, 2009

Topic of the day:
Busy



Good news people. I've gotten myself a job.
Today was the orientation. Kinda bored, but its okay.
Pay still comes in, cool. A and me were not located at the
same place. A gets at Bugis while i get at GWC.
There was a total of 9 employees just now.
Mostly are youngsters. A gets Bugis with one guy.
I got GWC with 3 other people, niceeee.
And we make friends already.

When orientation training was over, we headed to
Raffles Hospital to take Typhim VI Vaccine. It was nothing.
But now slight "denyut". Okay that's all.
Im starting work tomorrow at 3, great.
Wish me luck people.

Can't be bothered.

M. Hairul, 7:58 PM.
Monday, August 3, 2009

Topic of the day:
Good news



Let's start with weekends. It was plain boring.
K asked me to tag along to Changi for overnight.
Together with cousins and friends. I dont want to
go actually but later K feel so bad. So i told K that
if i go, i want to go home on the day itself. Then when
times come, i didnt. And the reason is because, there was
no bus at Changi Beach. and i am very unfamiliar with the place.
I thought that they would go home early the next morning, but no.
We went off around 6 plus. Menyesal! And i didnt attend school today
because i was too tired and overslept. Damn it.

Somehow, i got good news. A called me this morning saying
that he got a call from Tcc and he gets the job.
And i was like "Tahu aku tak ajak kau,". haha.
Then a few minutes after putting down the phone, i got a
phone call. Tcc called me also! Okay good.
Thursday is the orientation and im going with A.
*smile face*

I feel so good on the outside. but not the inside.
Im pretending.



M. Hairul, 5:14 PM.
Saturday, August 1, 2009






Topic of the day:
Picture-taking



It started off with pooling yesterday at Lucky Plaza.
It was nice, cause i won alot. Hahaha. =D
Took pictures, like so many but not me, they.
Headed to Singapore Flyers to hang around.
Alep and me get ourselves a meal at Popeye's.
Its my first time eating there and it was nice.
Will be coming again. Anybody?

Pictures, talk, pictures, talk.
Off to Esplanade since I want to meet A
but I don't know how to go to Flyers. -_-
K texted me she reached town when i was at Flyers.
Silly if not we can meet. Hmph!
Chill around, day was fine.

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M. Hairul, 11:56 AM.

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