Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Lastnight was the worst i guess.
Its all out, and yeah maybe that will be the last.
(I know i very the soft hearted, sorry.)
No more to think about anymore since now i know all.
And i kept listening to the same song all over again.
Kelly Clarkson, Already gone.
(Okay i know super emotional, but what to do.)
So today, i spent the whole time talking craps with my friends.
From going to school, until go home school.
Now stop for awhile, later tonight start back because will be meeting agn.
Want to play soccer tonight, enough of emotional.
Waste of time.
To A, now i know everything already, thank you.
You should have told me from the very beginning.
Things wouldn't be this hard right? But its okay now.
At least my heart feels much better now.
You cheer up okay? Slowly, you will get over it.
You got to keep on trying, never to give up if really want it.
And sometimes, the thing that seems messed up to everyone else
is what's right for you. Yeah, i guess i shall end here.
Just in case i am no longer there, don't be sad. I got my reasons.
And maybe, i had done my part, as a friend.
We were always meant to say goodbye.
Its all out, and yeah maybe that will be the last.
(I know i very the soft hearted, sorry.)
No more to think about anymore since now i know all.
And i kept listening to the same song all over again.
Kelly Clarkson, Already gone.
(Okay i know super emotional, but what to do.)
So today, i spent the whole time talking craps with my friends.
From going to school, until go home school.
Now stop for awhile, later tonight start back because will be meeting agn.
Want to play soccer tonight, enough of emotional.
Waste of time.
To A, now i know everything already, thank you.
You should have told me from the very beginning.
Things wouldn't be this hard right? But its okay now.
At least my heart feels much better now.
You cheer up okay? Slowly, you will get over it.
You got to keep on trying, never to give up if really want it.
And sometimes, the thing that seems messed up to everyone else
is what's right for you. Yeah, i guess i shall end here.
Just in case i am no longer there, don't be sad. I got my reasons.
And maybe, i had done my part, as a friend.
We were always meant to say goodbye.
M. Hairul, 6:06 PM.
Monday, November 23, 2009
Okay let's talk about saturday.
I shall just make it short and simple.
"Totally a bad day, i swear."
I can't get my sleep, thank you.
Sunday, i went to P's wedding at Pasir Ris.
Cab there with A, A and his gf.
Not alot was there, only some.
Hang around, took pictures and chat.
Off to town in the evening with A, A, and F.
Since A got the EOS Canon camera,
we took this opportunity to take take take and take.
Especially me and F, super freak!
But i can't get the pictures now, so i shall wait until he uploads.
A went off with F to home.
I went to meet D, L and the friends.
Talk crap, blablabla.
And there was a fight at Lucky Plaza's bustop.
Power, like gangster already, hahaha.
Fight until road, amaciam?
People all just watched, took video somemore.
Pity that guy kena pyrup!
Police came = End of story.
To whom it may concern,
all i wanted to know was just the truth.
I won't be mad, we just knew. Why do you need to worry?
Its better to say things out in the beginning right.
To tell you honestly, i feel cheated, hurt and importantly, disappointed.
I never expect you to be this way, seriously.
Remember the day that i shared with you about smth?
You seemed to understand me you know.
Its like wow, you are like the first person who understand me.
But until today, i was wrong, very wrong.
Like how you said to me, im saying this to you back.
I am not the kind of guy that you think i am.
I shall just let you know this.
I am sincere in making friends with you.
If you think that i am like any other guy, you think back.
Did i asked for all of these? No. I even advised you.
I even asked you to promise me. I am like being so nice to you.
Cause i know you are my friend. But what do i get in return?
Trash. I don't expect anything from you. The least, would be
for you to appreciate it, that's all. At least there is still someone
who still cares about you now.
Let's say if some assholes were to take my position,
do you think they would even care? I don't think so.
You know what i mean. But i still care, i still bother.
And i appreciate you. And i forgive you, everything.
Because i know this is not what you are.
Takecare, friend.
I shall just make it short and simple.
"Totally a bad day, i swear."
I can't get my sleep, thank you.
Sunday, i went to P's wedding at Pasir Ris.
Cab there with A, A and his gf.
Not alot was there, only some.
Hang around, took pictures and chat.
Off to town in the evening with A, A, and F.
Since A got the EOS Canon camera,
we took this opportunity to take take take and take.
Especially me and F, super freak!
But i can't get the pictures now, so i shall wait until he uploads.
A went off with F to home.
I went to meet D, L and the friends.
Talk crap, blablabla.
And there was a fight at Lucky Plaza's bustop.
Power, like gangster already, hahaha.
Fight until road, amaciam?
People all just watched, took video somemore.
Pity that guy kena pyrup!
Police came = End of story.
To whom it may concern,
all i wanted to know was just the truth.
I won't be mad, we just knew. Why do you need to worry?
Its better to say things out in the beginning right.
To tell you honestly, i feel cheated, hurt and importantly, disappointed.
I never expect you to be this way, seriously.
Remember the day that i shared with you about smth?
You seemed to understand me you know.
Its like wow, you are like the first person who understand me.
But until today, i was wrong, very wrong.
Like how you said to me, im saying this to you back.
I am not the kind of guy that you think i am.
I shall just let you know this.
I am sincere in making friends with you.
If you think that i am like any other guy, you think back.
Did i asked for all of these? No. I even advised you.
I even asked you to promise me. I am like being so nice to you.
Cause i know you are my friend. But what do i get in return?
Trash. I don't expect anything from you. The least, would be
for you to appreciate it, that's all. At least there is still someone
who still cares about you now.
Let's say if some assholes were to take my position,
do you think they would even care? I don't think so.
You know what i mean. But i still care, i still bother.
And i appreciate you. And i forgive you, everything.
Because i know this is not what you are.
Takecare, friend.
M. Hairul, 2:24 PM.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
People, take note.
I got tumblr too.
Same link.
Goodbye.
I got tumblr too.
Same link.
Goodbye.
M. Hairul, 11:42 AM.
Topic of the day:
Boredom
Okay since i got nothing better to do and i cannot sleep,
i shall blog about something.
Actually, i don't know what to blog about.
Hahaha.
Okok, why is everybody asleep?!
Grr, nevermind.
Im going to my cousin's house first later today.
They just moved in to their new house.
Which is dumb because their new house is just
across the road from their old house.
But upgrade la, from 4 to 5 room.
-___-
And damn it.
Tomorrow my hair is going to be mushroom.
Damn it damn it damn it.
Wax gua sudah habes!
Cousin, im depending on you!
My only hope.
Okay goodnight.
Mau night-dream.
Boredom
Okay since i got nothing better to do and i cannot sleep,
i shall blog about something.
Actually, i don't know what to blog about.
Hahaha.
Okok, why is everybody asleep?!
Grr, nevermind.
Im going to my cousin's house first later today.
They just moved in to their new house.
Which is dumb because their new house is just
across the road from their old house.
But upgrade la, from 4 to 5 room.
-___-
And damn it.
Tomorrow my hair is going to be mushroom.
Damn it damn it damn it.
Wax gua sudah habes!
Cousin, im depending on you!
My only hope.
Okay goodnight.
Mau night-dream.
M. Hairul, 2:46 AM.
Friday, November 20, 2009
Topic of the day:
Jippin'
So so so..
Thursday, went to meet A at tamp again.
Walaowei. Met up with another A and slack tgt.
A gave back my shades. Woah like finally!
So i am going to wear it tmr, heh.
Something happened.
Woooots!
Today, nothing much.
I didn't go to school. So i spent my time at home.
Sleep talk sleep talk eat.
And i went to the doctor just now.
I got some kind of sickness. I think?
Went with my dad, blablabla.
And it cost 40 bucks, so the mahalllll.
And i still need to go to poly back to check up again.
Tsk. So much moneyyyy. Pity my parents.
And kena lecture again just now.
I watched tv just now. Like got many pretty actress today.
HAHAHAHA!
Tmr, i can't wait.
It jipping time! Who wants to join?
I got mine, and i dont need to buy.
Bought at the doctor just now.
Actually i don't have cough also.
Perangai dog, haha.
And i miss miss miss someone.
):
Jippin'
So so so..
Thursday, went to meet A at tamp again.
Walaowei. Met up with another A and slack tgt.
A gave back my shades. Woah like finally!
So i am going to wear it tmr, heh.
Something happened.
Woooots!
Today, nothing much.
I didn't go to school. So i spent my time at home.
Sleep talk sleep talk eat.
And i went to the doctor just now.
I got some kind of sickness. I think?
Went with my dad, blablabla.
And it cost 40 bucks, so the mahalllll.
And i still need to go to poly back to check up again.
Tsk. So much moneyyyy. Pity my parents.
And kena lecture again just now.
I watched tv just now. Like got many pretty actress today.
HAHAHAHA!
Tmr, i can't wait.
It jipping time! Who wants to join?
I got mine, and i dont need to buy.
Bought at the doctor just now.
Actually i don't have cough also.
Perangai dog, haha.
And i miss miss miss someone.
):
M. Hairul, 11:25 PM.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Topic of the day:
Same old boring day
Today, reached school.
Entered class, and saw my class advisor.
Wanted to hide, and he saw me. Hahaha.
He talked to me about my case. And guess what?
He still can make a joke out of it. -_- bloody hell.
A last minute call.
Rushed home to meet A.
Woah woah, like seriously rushed.
Tampines is so damn far, idiot.
Hang around for awhile.
Wanted to meet another A to take my spec.
But A was far away, and never bring.
-_-
Reached home at 8, and i was so hungry.
Eat and eat.
Now i wanna go out to meet my friends.
Oh yah! Sentosa theme park is open i guess!
I looked at news. Woaah like fun.
But the ticket price also fun, very fun.
Ok, im off.
Why you kept silent on me?
Did i do something wrong?
Tell me if i did.
Same old boring day
Today, reached school.
Entered class, and saw my class advisor.
Wanted to hide, and he saw me. Hahaha.
He talked to me about my case. And guess what?
He still can make a joke out of it. -_- bloody hell.
A last minute call.
Rushed home to meet A.
Woah woah, like seriously rushed.
Tampines is so damn far, idiot.
Hang around for awhile.
Wanted to meet another A to take my spec.
But A was far away, and never bring.
-_-
Reached home at 8, and i was so hungry.
Eat and eat.
Now i wanna go out to meet my friends.
Oh yah! Sentosa theme park is open i guess!
I looked at news. Woaah like fun.
But the ticket price also fun, very fun.
Ok, im off.
Why you kept silent on me?
Did i do something wrong?
Tell me if i did.
M. Hairul, 9:41 PM.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
I am going to play sokka!
Its time to bathe now.
I need a cigarette badly!
Dad kept his, damn it.
Nevermind, i know who to ask.
Heheee.
Please don't think the same way like others.
Please please please please.
I scolded you, sorry :xx
Don't be sad k dah.
Suh-mileeee!
Its time to bathe now.
I need a cigarette badly!
Dad kept his, damn it.
Nevermind, i know who to ask.
Heheee.
Please don't think the same way like others.
Please please please please.
I scolded you, sorry :xx
Don't be sad k dah.
Suh-mileeee!
M. Hairul, 7:27 PM.
Topic of the day:
Discharged
So earlier today i headed to Tanglin Division back.
It was actually like a waste of time.
I went there to give my form and i was discharged.
But it is still on pending. I don't know la.
My dad needs to meet my IO i don't know when.
I hope nothing happens. Please oh please.
Home sweet home when its all done.
Lecturing session by parents when home.
Ini semue standard, dah biase dengar.
And i went to sleep cause i was tiredddd!
Im awake now, and i don't know what to do.
Was supposed to go for an interview at St James.
But no partner and im tired.
So yeah, forget it next time then.
It still cries deep inside.
Discharged
So earlier today i headed to Tanglin Division back.
It was actually like a waste of time.
I went there to give my form and i was discharged.
But it is still on pending. I don't know la.
My dad needs to meet my IO i don't know when.
I hope nothing happens. Please oh please.
Home sweet home when its all done.
Lecturing session by parents when home.
Ini semue standard, dah biase dengar.
And i went to sleep cause i was tiredddd!
Im awake now, and i don't know what to do.
Was supposed to go for an interview at St James.
But no partner and im tired.
So yeah, forget it next time then.
It still cries deep inside.
M. Hairul, 5:03 PM.
Nothing has ever been more hurtful than this.
For the first time, you managed to break me down.
Thank you. I don't know why i cried, damn it.
Maybe i just can't accept the fact that things would change.
I always thought you of childhood. The time when i first know you.
And its right until today that i still have the same mindset.
But i was wrong, cause it won't last forever.
As time passed by, you grew.
And you decide,
that you no longer need me to be by your side.
I wish you the best.
It screams, it shatters, it bleeds.
Now i know how much it means.
For the first time, you managed to break me down.
Thank you. I don't know why i cried, damn it.
Maybe i just can't accept the fact that things would change.
I always thought you of childhood. The time when i first know you.
And its right until today that i still have the same mindset.
But i was wrong, cause it won't last forever.
As time passed by, you grew.
And you decide,
that you no longer need me to be by your side.
I wish you the best.
It screams, it shatters, it bleeds.
Now i know how much it means.
M. Hairul, 1:48 AM.
I am taking a shower now.
Believe me or not, i am going to pray.
Sembahyang hajat.
And all i know is al-fatihah.
Its okay, im giving it a try, niat is there.
Brb.
Believe me or not, i am going to pray.
Sembahyang hajat.
And all i know is al-fatihah.
Its okay, im giving it a try, niat is there.
Brb.
M. Hairul, 1:08 AM.
Im rotting at home the whole day.
Woah good. Without bathing since lastnight.
But! But ah, i brushed my teeth. Hahaha.
Basically what i did today was just lappy, tv, eat, text.
And it repeats all over again. I know my life is bored.
Im lazy to update today but Rara a.k.a Babi Sepet asked me to.
So yeah, just update. Thank me you tooooooot!
About rara.
She's extremely mean and totally bad.
But she's sorta like kuku kuku?
Okay that's all you need to know.
For further detail, please contact ... Cheh! Hahaha.
Wish me luck for later today people.
Woah good. Without bathing since lastnight.
But! But ah, i brushed my teeth. Hahaha.
Basically what i did today was just lappy, tv, eat, text.
And it repeats all over again. I know my life is bored.
Im lazy to update today but Rara a.k.a Babi Sepet asked me to.
So yeah, just update. Thank me you tooooooot!
About rara.
She's extremely mean and totally bad.
But she's sorta like kuku kuku?
Okay that's all you need to know.
For further detail, please contact ... Cheh! Hahaha.
Wish me luck for later today people.
M. Hairul, 12:12 AM.
Monday, November 16, 2009
Topic of the day:
Me and you
Talking about yesterday.
Met up with my people at town.
Hang around there, and off to City Hall at night.
When its City Hall, its party time for us.
We jipp, we jipp and we jipp.
Off to hometown to slack, and there came problem.
I don't know anything, im sorry.
I pity you, but there is nothing that i can do.
Im sorry.
Today was a chilling day for me.
My brother, my cousin and my friends.
First stop, City Hall to grab something.
And i jipp again, wooots.
Off to Bugis to smoke Shi-aaah.
Met up with R, D, L and their friends, and headed to CQ.
Hang around and off to home.
After years of friendship, is this what i get?
You talked to me, like i did something wrong to you.
You seemed so unhappy with me. Why?
Tell me if there is something about me that you dislike.
I treasure our friendship, i really do.
Im not being sarcastic, i was just teasing you.
You should have known me very well by now,
like how i know you, don't you?
To see you act this way, it really disappoints me.
You have found someone new, its okay, im happy for you.
At the same time, i know things are going to be different as
time pass by. But its okay, i will understand.
Yes, maybe i am jealous. Because all along since i knew you,
you had never gotten yourself into a relationship. Right?
And to hear now, that you have someone new, it shocked me.
Its like im used to your current status, and now you got someone.
Whom to you is handsome. And i am like heart pain.
Its like im selfish. I don't want you to go to anyone.
In fact, everybody. Yes, i am jealous, i admit now.
I know we are friends, but can't friends be jealous?
I care for you, and i don't want people to hurt you or anything.
You get what i mean? I really appreciate you.
Like i told you before, you are the only person that i have faith in.
No doubts, no worries. Everything.
With what i had said, try to think it the positive way.
I hope you understand me.
Takecare, dear friend. <3
Me and you
Talking about yesterday.
Met up with my people at town.
Hang around there, and off to City Hall at night.
When its City Hall, its party time for us.
We jipp, we jipp and we jipp.
Off to hometown to slack, and there came problem.
I don't know anything, im sorry.
I pity you, but there is nothing that i can do.
Im sorry.
Today was a chilling day for me.
My brother, my cousin and my friends.
First stop, City Hall to grab something.
And i jipp again, wooots.
Off to Bugis to smoke Shi-aaah.
Met up with R, D, L and their friends, and headed to CQ.
Hang around and off to home.
After years of friendship, is this what i get?
You talked to me, like i did something wrong to you.
You seemed so unhappy with me. Why?
Tell me if there is something about me that you dislike.
I treasure our friendship, i really do.
Im not being sarcastic, i was just teasing you.
You should have known me very well by now,
like how i know you, don't you?
To see you act this way, it really disappoints me.
You have found someone new, its okay, im happy for you.
At the same time, i know things are going to be different as
time pass by. But its okay, i will understand.
Yes, maybe i am jealous. Because all along since i knew you,
you had never gotten yourself into a relationship. Right?
And to hear now, that you have someone new, it shocked me.
Its like im used to your current status, and now you got someone.
Whom to you is handsome. And i am like heart pain.
Its like im selfish. I don't want you to go to anyone.
In fact, everybody. Yes, i am jealous, i admit now.
I know we are friends, but can't friends be jealous?
I care for you, and i don't want people to hurt you or anything.
You get what i mean? I really appreciate you.
Like i told you before, you are the only person that i have faith in.
No doubts, no worries. Everything.
With what i had said, try to think it the positive way.
I hope you understand me.
Takecare, dear friend. <3
M. Hairul, 1:02 AM.
Friday, November 13, 2009
Topic of the day:
No plans
Im awake so early, geez.
I dont know for what reason.
But im not sleepy.
Okay, i don't know where i want to go today.
So boreeddd. Any plans?
Tomorrow maybe going sentosa. Right?
Who wants to join? Haha.
...
No plans
Im awake so early, geez.
I dont know for what reason.
But im not sleepy.
Okay, i don't know where i want to go today.
So boreeddd. Any plans?
Tomorrow maybe going sentosa. Right?
Who wants to join? Haha.
...
M. Hairul, 9:57 AM.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Song of the day:
Lady Gaga- No way
I got nothing to blog about.
Seriously, everything is bored already.
Uh okay goodnight.
Lady Gaga- No way
I got nothing to blog about.
Seriously, everything is bored already.
Uh okay goodnight.
M. Hairul, 11:22 PM.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Topic of the day:
Problems
Firstly, i would like to apologise for not updating.
I've been busy lately and problems seemed to occupy me.
Im confused, stressed, everything you can thought of.
Right until today, im still feeling the same way.
But nevermind, i will get over everything soon.
Yesterday, was a day out with my friends and schoolmates.
At night, met up with my party people and hang around.
As usual, nightlife for them was getting high.
I thought many times until i cannot think to send you that.
That feelings, will never go away.
I'll wait, until the day comes.
<3
Problems
Firstly, i would like to apologise for not updating.
I've been busy lately and problems seemed to occupy me.
Im confused, stressed, everything you can thought of.
Right until today, im still feeling the same way.
But nevermind, i will get over everything soon.
Yesterday, was a day out with my friends and schoolmates.
At night, met up with my party people and hang around.
As usual, nightlife for them was getting high.
I thought many times until i cannot think to send you that.
That feelings, will never go away.
I'll wait, until the day comes.
<3
M. Hairul, 12:14 PM.
Monday, November 2, 2009
Topic of the day:
I dont' feel it coming
Well, i didn't go to school today.
I woke up late, shit. And i did not do my NAPFA Test.
Im deaddddd!
Im at home now currently.
It raining and im missing you very much.
You know that i love you.
Tell me if im wrong, tell me.
I dont' feel it coming
Well, i didn't go to school today.
I woke up late, shit. And i did not do my NAPFA Test.
Im deaddddd!
Im at home now currently.
It raining and im missing you very much.
You know that i love you.
Tell me if im wrong, tell me.
M. Hairul, 4:53 PM.
I got school later on.
And it will be the earliest day that i will come to school.
Reason: NAPFA Test. Troublesome.
Right now, i got nothing better to do.
Im waiting for my brother to come home.
Asked him to buy me cigarette. Wwoooo.
I need a job, i need money.
Im b to the r to the e to the a to the k.
I need retail, yes i need.
Not pizza hut or macdonald.
LOL! :p
And it will be the earliest day that i will come to school.
Reason: NAPFA Test. Troublesome.
Right now, i got nothing better to do.
Im waiting for my brother to come home.
Asked him to buy me cigarette. Wwoooo.
I need a job, i need money.
Im b to the r to the e to the a to the k.
I need retail, yes i need.
Not pizza hut or macdonald.
LOL! :p
M. Hairul, 12:19 AM.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Topic of the day:
Party in the house
Yesterday, hmm..
Went to KTV at Ming Arcade to meet the ppl.
Last minute change of plans, they wanted to go to Maya.
I rushed home, raining like hell where i got to walk in the rain.
WALAOWEI! Got home, washed up and changed.
Met up with L at Outram first then headed to Maya.
Met the rest over there. It was fine there. Wooots!
Then came V, since she's meeting me.
I am disappointed to see you in that situation.
You came out, drunk. You talked to me rudely.
You shouted at me as if i did wrong.
How do i feel? I did not force you to come.
You said you would come with bunny costume,
just to show me. How sweet is that?
But when time comes, i dont see it that way.
Instead, i got to scold you right in front of ppl.
Do you think i want it? I really care about you.
Nobody would want to see their loved one being that way.
Right baby? Whatever it is, im sorry ok.
Bare in mind, i did it, cause i love you.
Party in the house
Yesterday, hmm..
Went to KTV at Ming Arcade to meet the ppl.
Last minute change of plans, they wanted to go to Maya.
I rushed home, raining like hell where i got to walk in the rain.
WALAOWEI! Got home, washed up and changed.
Met up with L at Outram first then headed to Maya.
Met the rest over there. It was fine there. Wooots!
Then came V, since she's meeting me.
I am disappointed to see you in that situation.
You came out, drunk. You talked to me rudely.
You shouted at me as if i did wrong.
How do i feel? I did not force you to come.
You said you would come with bunny costume,
just to show me. How sweet is that?
But when time comes, i dont see it that way.
Instead, i got to scold you right in front of ppl.
Do you think i want it? I really care about you.
Nobody would want to see their loved one being that way.
Right baby? Whatever it is, im sorry ok.
Bare in mind, i did it, cause i love you.
M. Hairul, 3:25 PM.
