Friday, August 28, 2009
Topic of the day:
Specially for you
As days goes by, things just get from bad to worse.
Do you noticed that? To you, maybe i had changed.
But to me, its you who had changed. Well, you said for
yourself that for whatever you are now, you had your reasons.
Okay, i'll respect that.
I used to smile, be happy, whenever we talked on the phone
and text each other. Like life has never been so much better.
But not anymore now. I don't smile, i don't feel happy.
In fact, sorrows and disappointments is what i received.
Whenever i asked you out, there will always be something.
And you will give me an answer like, i don't know, see first,
not confirm. Not like you used to, when you would say ok, sure.
Even if i planned way earlier than your friends did, you would go
ahead with your friends, right? They are your priority but i don't
blame you for that. I know who i am, and i know where i stand.
Try to think, i'll go along with you to meet your friends. Even if
i argued saying that i don't want, i still go. But had you ever think
about me? I don't know.
You missed me. Is it true?
If its true, then let me tell you something.
I don't feel it. And as days passed by, it began
to crack. And that's when i realised, that it is just empty.
When i wanted to end this, you don't agree.
I can't bear to see you sad, i gave in.
After what you thought and felt about me, you know?
I don't even know if you are hiding something from me.
I don't want to be fooled. If you know that things will
never work out, let's just end here. I don't want to be hurt.
You asked to take it slow. Yes, its slowly hurting me.
I want the first you that i know.
Cause that you, will bring the happiness in this life.
Im sure about that. Until you return, goodbye.
I will wait.
Specially for you
As days goes by, things just get from bad to worse.
Do you noticed that? To you, maybe i had changed.
But to me, its you who had changed. Well, you said for
yourself that for whatever you are now, you had your reasons.
Okay, i'll respect that.
I used to smile, be happy, whenever we talked on the phone
and text each other. Like life has never been so much better.
But not anymore now. I don't smile, i don't feel happy.
In fact, sorrows and disappointments is what i received.
Whenever i asked you out, there will always be something.
And you will give me an answer like, i don't know, see first,
not confirm. Not like you used to, when you would say ok, sure.
Even if i planned way earlier than your friends did, you would go
ahead with your friends, right? They are your priority but i don't
blame you for that. I know who i am, and i know where i stand.
Try to think, i'll go along with you to meet your friends. Even if
i argued saying that i don't want, i still go. But had you ever think
about me? I don't know.
You missed me. Is it true?
If its true, then let me tell you something.
I don't feel it. And as days passed by, it began
to crack. And that's when i realised, that it is just empty.
When i wanted to end this, you don't agree.
I can't bear to see you sad, i gave in.
After what you thought and felt about me, you know?
I don't even know if you are hiding something from me.
I don't want to be fooled. If you know that things will
never work out, let's just end here. I don't want to be hurt.
You asked to take it slow. Yes, its slowly hurting me.
I want the first you that i know.
Cause that you, will bring the happiness in this life.
Im sure about that. Until you return, goodbye.
I will wait.
M. Hairul, 9:24 AM.
